Yup, that's me! Ok, so the big ol' "I'm gonna do better!" blog was a big crock! Sorry... though I must admit getting comments saying "Oh, yeah, I don't check your site any more because you never post!" made me sad, and realize even more what a crap head I am, so here's hoping for better.
So, what's new with me, the crap head? Um, well according to my birth certificate, I'm turning 27 in *gasp!* under 2 days..... uggg
So now I'm thinking of all the times I gave my mom a hard time about complaining about her age, yeah.... sorry mom. Truth? I am FULLY aware that 27 is not that old, but durnit all, I feel old! Old, frustrated and BLAH! Want proof? I colored my hair 3 different colors in 3 days! Yeah, no joke.... and yes, my mom does know, and I'm surprised she's not on a plane as I type this to come kick my multi colored booty. oh, wait... sounded odd... I didn't color my booty hair! ok, never mind! I was just not looking forward to a birthday with crappy hair, and since we are having to pay over $1200 for a car accident we got into (yeah, whole 'nother story, and to make it short, no one got hurt, just our wallet), and I couldn't see asking my hubby for the nearly 70 KD for an appointment (why, because 70 KD equals $259!) I decided to go for doing my own highlights.... yes, I'm seeing my utter lack of intellegence here.... all you have to do is look at my profile pic to imagine how that might turn out.....
SO, after doing my own "highlights" I ended up with not blonde, but WHITE roots, a few orange only half-way down my head streaks, and still black hair. uggg! I had to fix that, pronto, so the next day, I decide to go to chestnut brown... and end up with chestnut roots, still black hair.... 3rd day? You guessed it, new color (why oh why didn't I just go for Deep Fig again? uh uh.... too easy!) So now, I'm burgandy rooted, with some burgandy streaks in, yes, still black hair. I'm a flippin' idiot! But, I'm done.. no more dark and no more doing my own highlights...... I guess it's good I'm still learning at almost 27! Like my mom said, I'm not dumb, but there is for sure blonde hidden under all this black, NATURAL blonde!
so, that's my excitement.... there's oh so much more I'm hating about turning 27 (being a completely uneducated career challenged failure, STILL trying to lose weight, no house, no car, nothing.....)
Ok, wait..... I have traveled to and LIVED in many amazing places in the world, I have a beautiful, happy healthy family, I've met amazing people (who may or may not get around to checking out my blog to even read this!), I've learned about things through experince, even if I don't have a degree..... why do I feel the need to complain? I have so much more in blessings than I could even ask for, and yet I'm unhappy.... I suppose it's human nature, my false "optimistic" attitude, OR, it could just be the fact that I'm turning 27 in too short a time..... :)
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Yeah, I turned 29 this year. Boo hoo. Oh well, you know I guess you have to grow up at some point. Maybe when I'm 31...
Ok, but the whole hair thing. Thank you so much for posting all that! I laughed out loud! It grows out.
Don't you ever ever again say you are a "completely uneducated career challenged failure" or comment on your lack of education! I know plenty of people who think because they have an (college)education they are the smartest people they know. And most people who have a college education just talk about how they have a college education! which makes them dumb asses in my opinion. If your smart you don't need to constantly remind people. You are smart and beautiful and have an adorable family and have lived in amazing places and probably have more common sense than most college educated people I know. Can you tell I have issues with people who went to college and how they ALWAYS seem to bring it up?? I was just talking about this with Jenny B last night! Weird!! You really do have the most important job of all and that's raising those babies to be the best they can be and not a burden on society. Do not measure your worth by what others have accomplished! Just know I do not care if you own a house, have a car or went to college. Love you Sasha:)
Sahsa, let's not even get into the old thing, remember there is always someone older, like me! We can one up you on that everytime, I am older than you Mom! Ditto to everything Jennifer said! There are MANY ways to educate yourself. School is always an option, how lucky we are that we can do that at any time in our lives we choose. The best education is realizing the lessons life teaches you and never thinking you are too smart to learn anything else. I still learn something new everyday. A lot of that from people WAY younger than me! Like, for instance, never, ever color your hair three different colors in three days...... take care!
You know, JennyP and I DID talk about this because I met a woman at the CX--Just met mind you--and she actually told me and the lady with me that she was SOOOOO busy working on her Master's. There was NO reason for her to tell us this as it was not really fitting with the conversation and it was odd. She obviously decided that she was smarter and superior to us. That is until I became a seven year old and very immaturely told her that both I and the lady with me had our Masters and that I was working on a Masters plus 30. This was so gross to me I wanted to go home and shower! I mean who was that woman and how did her voice come out of my mouth? YUCK! Being a mom 24/7 is much harder than many people give us credit for. I will say that doing that all day every day was more difficult than working like now. Yeah the housework suffers, but the trade off is that I get to keep my sanity--that of course is debatable :)
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